Still Waiting
Today is T minus 4 days until we get the official blood test to tell us if all of this effort is going to pay off for us. The wait has been a little harder on Team Jensen than I thought it would be, but perhaps I was being naive. It has certainly been a little less zen-like and a little more filled with the anxiety of what might (or might not) be.
We still don’t know anything, of course. Amy has done a couple of store-bought pregnancy tests because the waiting was just too hard. Those were negative. Every day, Amy comments on or I ask about the myriad of physical aches and pains she has. We both wonder if they might be indicators of pregnancy, but neither of us knows the answer. We just don’t know anything.
We are emotionally steeling ourselves for bad news so if it comes on Tuesday it doesn’t overwhelm us. Yet we continue to hope, looking for some morsel of information that would tell us that this is breaking the right way for us.
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